Jetlag hit me hard last night, I just could not get to sleep. I had to go try and sleep in the basement cause I was worried I was going to keep my wife up all night. at 3:45am I gave up trying and just went to the gym. While I was tossing and turning last night I had grand visions of a miraculous comeback after yesterday's 8 mile run. I could see myself effortlessly running 6:30 pace again enjoying every moment. Well it wasn't meant to be, did 15 minutes warm up on the elliptical and then went to the treadmill, instantly knew it wasn't going to happen again today. Absolutely sick of the elliptical trainer I went and changed into my swim suit and swam 1600 meters in the pool. They had the water very cold this morning, must be the new summer water temperature but if felt very good and woke me up from my restless night. After I swam for 45 minutes I decided to change again and hit some weights. I'm about 10 lbs heavier than I'd like to be, I hope at least 1/2 of that is muscle from all the weights I've been doing lately. Going to see the doctor today, I have my doubts about him being able to help me anymore than what I've already tried but it's a last ditch effort. I can't handle this much longer.
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